feeling a little vain

today lesson start later and had some extra time.

thus, i felt like putting make up and dress up a little more.

when i wanted to put on earings (which is took out during the holis),

i realised that my ear holes are closed ><

heart stopped a beat.

cause painful memory came back.

once, it had closed.

and i reopened it.

that time, the aunty took ear stick and poke through the closed hole.

ouchy... ><

it hurt lots.

i cried at that time.

and it bleed. ):

now, i'm not sure if i wanna reopen it.

i think my ear hole close v easily sia.

haizx...